Why Kinks Are Involved!

A Key Ingredient to the Simply Priceless Franchise

This is the Follow Up Webpage to the

Progress NOT Perfection

webpage, and explains further Why Kinks ARE Involved in my work inside the LT_Realm!

As I mentioned on the previous webpage the thoughts I have had about Female Domination has been with me my entire life. I have always known I wanted to be a slave to the right beautiful woman since childhood. This was before the internet age came about that I wanted to be a girl’s slave or play with a girl’s feet. That Subject Matter always was attractive to me and my life for the majority of my life. After Queen Bing left my life for good I decided to take a new route in my life focusing on myself, LT_Writing, and Finding The Person I used to be in the picture below….

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Finding that goal oriented happy person I used to be is present day and finding that person is about Progress NOT Perfection. Even though I have done a lot for me lately with the My Road to Farley Con and My Jordynne Grace Signing #shameless Tour…

Which led to my Dream Signing under roof at Farley Con August 14th 2021 in East Ridge, TN at Camp Jordan Arena 

After this Dream Signing I have been  more my old self before findom and findommes took over my life and Jordynne Grace’s and others support and interest in LT_Writing has really turned my life around as is further explained on the

My Legacy

webpage even though it is still about Progress NOT Perfection to make sure I don’t start traveling down old roads. This webpage here is here to more in detail explain the old roads The Rated R Novelist went down which helped form The Rated R Novelist Brand!

Growing up seeing a beautiful woman barefoot on television really excited me. I also remember a episode of Step By Step that really excited me where the boys made a bet with the women in the house where if the men lost they had to become the women of the house slave and kiss the women’s feet. To this day I remember how much that episode excited me growing up and how I hated the kiss to the women’s shoes at the end of that Step By Step episode was just a pop kiss to the women’s feet with shoes on. By the way I hated I couldn’t see the women’s feet because they had shoes on!

Step By Step is about a Divorced contractor Frank Lambert and widowed beautician Carol Foster meet, fall in love and quickly get married. Both have three children and when the families all move in together the kids and parents have a lot of learning to do. Shows typically revolve around blending the kids together, getting to know others and being part of a family.

My friend Tripp used to spend the night growing up a lot and this was in my Elementary School Days up to 6th Grade because I moved from North Carolina before 7th Grade and we used to sit up watching HBO, Cinemax, Showtime or watch other R Rated movies and I remember seeing beautiful women in various movies that I would tell Tripp…..

“I wish I could be her slave.” or “I wish I could lick her feet!”

Below is the scene out of the vampire horror movie From Dusk Till Dawn that truly excited me as a child. I enjoyed the whole foot stool part of what the head vampire Queen statements as she explained her intentions to George Clooney’s Character. Point being I knew I always had the turn ons I battle with now ever since I was a child. When this movie was out in 1996 I was 13 years old, and I loved the idea of being some beautiful woman’s foot stool.

My childhood enjoyments are just one reason why I have the content I do from one degree to another in various parts of the novels inside the LT_Writing Library! I am able to vent those turn ons into my writing, and create something very special. Which is a Unique Novel NOBODY has EVER Seen Before!

All of my turn ons were developed before I knew any of the terminology of Female Domination or especially Financial Domination. I didn’t know the word Fetish but I knew as a kid I wanted to be a foot licking slave.

Knowing what I know about what excited me from birth I can totally believe people are born with their different sexual desires! Desires such as being gay or wanting to be an opposite sex than they were when they were born. It is however anybody’s brain is made up with what their sexual desires are.

Some people might wonder throughout their life if their sexual desire is normal. I know I have wondered that. Here’s the answer below to what I found about sexual desires and whether sexual desires are normal or not, and how the brain is made up!

I had different experiences with feet throughout my childhood that I rather not go into too much detail with, and I had experiences at a older age with female feet where a girl duct taped me up, and stuck her feet in my face for worshiping.

I began trying to find an Owner at age 16 when I put up an account on Yahoo Personals that stated I wanted to be a slave.

I got a response, and the person on the other end of the computer was like To Catch a Predator. The person who was an adult even though I told the person I lied and I was a minor wanted to pick me up, and take me to a hotel room, and have sex with me for the time period I would be at work, and then drop me back off at my job in time to be picked up by my parents like nothing ever happened. I didn’t go through with it!

My dad bought me a webcam as an extra present for Christmas one year. I can’t remember how old I was but I was still a minor. I used to find people in chat rooms when Yahoo still had chat rooms, and I used to do whatever that person wanted on webcam which included some very private things on top of doing stuff like eating dog biscuits or putting myself through something painful or even doing something humiliating. I never saw who I was serving I just served! All this I am mentioning will be in MORE DETAIL in Borrowed Time: The Lee Lunsford Story

I felt so bad for what I was doing with my webcam that I eventually threw the webcam away. My laptop at the time did not have a webcam on it that I can remember today at 37.

I used to try to find girls throughout school in middle school and high school to make bets with where if I lost I had to be their slave, and I would intentionally try to lose! The bet usually consisted of whoever made a higher grade on a test would win. I usually wanted to be on my knees at that girl’s feet so I would intentionally lose!

These girls would never control me to my liking. During this same time period of middle school I developed a two part fantasy.

Fantasy Part 1: To have a Dominant Girlfriend who would be my Romantic Girlfriend and who would also be my Owner who I obey and serve as Her pet!

Fantasy Part 2: Have a Female Best Friend who would be my Best Friend (Legitimately Best Friend) and would also be my Owner who I must Obey and Serve!

First I tried to find a Dominant Girlfriend but that didn’t Officially come along until I was in my mid-twenties! (pretty much a decade later)

On my journey to find a Dominant Girlfriend I experienced a not sexual scenario where this girl lied to me about her age. She claimed to be older than what she was and then the first time we met she said she was turning sixteen and told me her birthday. Needless to say I was 18 and I took her straight back home. I met this girl off Yahoo.

The next girl I met off of Yahoo was named Mary. Mary just used me. She had me buy her stuff, and drop what she wanted off at her job, and then she would never spend time with me. She would have me drop her presents off at the front desk of the nursing home she worked at, and she only contacted me to tell me the next item she wanted me to buy her when I got paid. She once told me “You can be my bitch but I am going to have a boyfriend!” 

Later after that I quit talking to Mary to have a friendship with someone from my movie theater job, and that friendship lasted roughly 3 or 4 years, and ended when she gave up on our friendship to have a relationship with a middle aged mall security guard who was old enough to be either one of ours father.

After that friendship failed I got the inspiration and I wrote and published Book 1 of the Wrestling Romance Trilogy Roadie. I spent all my time on Roadie and the only person I talked to was Ms. Payton Banks who was a TNA Valet for Robert Rhoode in Total Non-Stop Action!

I talked to Ms. Payton Banks on MySpace during that time period. Ms. Payton Banks is where the last name Banks came from for my Wrestling Romance Trilogy Main Character Kelly Banks. Kelly Banks has the looks of Kelly Kelly former WWE Female Superstar but her last name came from Ms. Payton Banks in TNA who I sent messages back and forth with frequently on MySpace! When MySpace was a thing.  Ms. Payton Banks sent me the two 8×10 headshots below which one is signed Radiant Rain and the other signed Ms. Payton Banks. Radiant Rain is Ms. Payton Banks independent wrestling name!

I got my meet and greet with Kelly Kelly from the 2019 Knoxville Fan Boy Expo framed too.

I even got my NEW Business Cards made with the picture of Kelly Kelly and myself from the 2019 Knoxville Fan Boy Expo.

This is how my Kelly Banks character looks in the Wrestling Romance Trilogy beginning with Roadie. I just chose the name Banks for Kelly’s last name in the Wrestling Romance Trilogy because at the time Ms. Payton Banks was my favorite female Professional Wrestler in TNA (Total Non-Stop Action) at the time, and Kelly Kelly was my favorite Female Professional Wrestler in WWE (World Wrestling Entertainment)! I was a big Kelly Kelly fan during this time period!

I Finished the Roadie Initial Rough Draft in 3 Weeks. Then shortly after finishing Roadie ‘s Initial Rough Draft and beginning editing it I discovered (FinDom) Financial Domination! I discovered Collar Me by Mistress Sandy’s direction to go to the website in order to find the Dominant Girlfriend I told the much older Mistress Sandy I used to talk to on MySpace that I wanted so bad! Mistress Sandy directed that I give Collar Me a chance. Which I unfortunately did!

 The First Goddess I met was Goddess Heidi. She said her name was Goddess Kristen. She told me what financial domination was and asked me to buy her things, and it took deep thought before I finally sent to “Goddess Kristen!” I finally sent to “Goddess Kristen though!” Then time passed with me paying “Goddess Kristen” and I eventually was able to bust “Goddess Kristen” to actually being Goddess Heidi who was using her daughter’s pictures to scam me! After that I quit doing for Goddess Heidi.

Shortly after I quit serving Goddess Heidi I found Princess Kylie. I served Princess Kylie financially for about a year, and she blew me off long enough for me to find Princess Savannah. All this FinDom Lifestyle activities also took place on the FREE Personals Website that a Mistress Sandy from MySpace told me about; Collar Me.

I served these two FinDommes between 2008 up until July 2010. I was writing different Simply Priceless Universe stuff during that time frame but I wasn’t serious about just writing at the time like I began my life as just The Rated R Novelist in 2014!,

Princess Kylie I am sure was a catfish account but I did for her anyway just to have the fantasy play out in my life with me belonging to a beautiful woman. I thought that was the type of relationship I needed during this time period of my life!

Princess Savannah I knew was a real person because I saw her on webcam, and when I paid her I deposited her money straight into her checking account.

Both of these Online FinDommes inspired their own version of a Princess Kylie and Princess Savannah character inside the Simply Priceless Universe. The Princess Kylie character has a much bigger role in the Simply Priceless Universe than the Princess Savannah character though.

Princess Kylie is in Simply Priceless, Love Hurts: Simply Priceless 3 and There ARE Rules: Simply Priceless 6. Princess Savannah is just in Simply Priceless! Goddess Kristen has a role inside the Simply Priceless Universe also. Goddess Heidi has a inspired character in Love Hurts: Simply Priceless 3. In fact a lot of my ex-findommes and even exgirlfriends inspired characters inside the Simply Priceless Universe!

I began writing the initial rough draft for Simply Priceless when I was still editing Roadie preparing Roadie to be published with Infinity Publishing. In Fact Simply Priceless was the first book inside the LT_Writing Library with an R Rating. It was the first brick on the road leading to the creation of The Rated R Novelist. Since Roadie is a love story with a PG:13 rating! 

I didn’t take up too much time editing Roadie though because I was too hung up on these two owners I had between 2008 and 2010. Then in July 2010 I met the girl who inspired the main Dominatrix in Simply Priceless Goddess Lisa who became Goddess Leesa inside the first Simply Priceless Universe Novel Simply Priceless.

 

Goddess Lisa ran off BOTH Princess Kylie and Princess Savannah and she and I began a relationship that was both a romantic boyfriend and girlfriend relationship along with a Owner and slave relationship which lasted from July 2010 until April 2014. Things with Goddess Lisa had their ups and downs.

It was a findom relationship by itself for awhile after she and I broke up. This was after we lived together for almost a year (which I admit was one of the biggest mistakes of my life) and I moved back to Georgia from Louisiana. The entire relationship was a big mistake from the beginning! Both the committed boyfriend and girlfriend romantic relationship was a mistake and especially me staying on as Goddess Lisa’s slave after the romantic relationship was over was a BIG MISTAKE.

My life as just a slave consisted of getting pictures of her and other guys she was dating after I moved back home. Goddess Lisa let me know she spent the money I gave her at Victoria Secret and let me know she was with other men, and she texted stuff to me like some man massaging her feet.

If the Simply Priceless Universe became a series of movies or at least if Simply Priceless became a movie I would want Kaley Cuoco from The Big Bang Theory to play the Goddess Leesa character!

I did get Roadie published right before I ever met Goddess Lisa. Right after I got out of having any type of relationship with Goddess Lisa for good I did my first event selling Roadie. That event was a book signing at the Independent Book Store The Book Knook in Dalton, Georgia when that bookstore was in Downtown Dalton,.

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Shortly after that an article about my Wrestling Romance Novel Roadie was featured on the front page of The Daily Citizen. Click the picture below to go to The Daily Citizen Newspaper Article.

Goddess Brandy

I met my last Real Life Owner on April 20th 2014. That was when I gave up Goddess Lisa for good! I began a relationship with Goddess Brandy right after I got back from the 2014 Knoxville Fan Boy Expo.

Then on our second get together we were at the park drinking Icees and she was rubbing her barefoot on my bare leg because it was summer time and I was in shorts. She told me that “I want you as my boyfriend but I want relationships including play dates with other guys. But I want to keep you around as the guy I do normal boyfriend and girlfriend type stuff with. Is that okay with you.” She virtually made me her cuckold and I agreed to her terms and conditions to our new relationship in order to have her in my life.

cuck·old
/ˈkəkəld,ˈkəkōld/

noun

DATED
  1. a man whose wife is sexually unfaithful, often regarded as an object of derision.
    “jokes in literature about elderly cuckolds and misers are rife”
     
verb
  1. (of a man) make (another man) a cuckold by having a sexual relationship with his wife.

    “in the novel Humberto cuckolds his employer”

I was at Brandy Lu’s Dominant Feet Quickly, and as soon as I began my relationship with Brandy Lu she directed that I call her Goddess Brandy. Goddess Brandy and my personal relationship lasted roughly a year and a half, and then in December 2015 it ended for roughly 4 months until April 2016!

 

Then in April 2016 Goddess Brandy told me she would be my friend but I would have to serve her and her new boyfriend. Goddess Brandy said I would have to be her and Master Jordan’s foot cuck and obey them both like I obeyed Goddess Brandy when the relationship was just between us. I took that portion of my life as a foot cuck and added it to the kink factor inside Simply Priceless.

My life wasn’t to the degree of the degree of different foot cuck excerpts in various novels of mine but Goddess Brandy and Master Jordan did send me pictures of their Dominant Feet when I did something good or I bought them something.

My kink life did not stop while Goddess Brandy wasn’t talking to me. I got back on Plenty of Fish the FREE Dating Website I met Goddess Brandy on and I met Queen Jami.

Queen Jami was older than me, and she was the first person who I served on a routine basis. She had me come to her house on a weekly basis and clean it. I did everything from clean her home to do her laundry. Then when I was done doing my tasks for that particular day of house cleaning she would usually turn something on NetFlix and she would order us a pizza. Then it got to a point where she decided she would use me in a more normal NetFlix and Chill Manner.

“Netflix and chill” is an Internet slang term used as a euphemism for sexual activity, either as part of a romantic partnership or as casual sex or as a groupie invitation.

She decided to use me as a sex slave, and not ever be her boyfriend. She also would be seeking a real man to be her boyfriend, and once that happened she said I would serve her and the real man in her life. These few months serving Queen Jami was another aspect of my life where the various foot cuck excerpt from my various novels came from. I wasn’t around to see Queen Jami find a Real Man or to serve Queen Jami and a Real Man because I went back to Goddess Brandy after a few months serving Queen Jami but going back to Goddess Brandy was not before Queen Jami rewarded me with two pairs of her dirty unwashed socks.

Picture from the 2017 Fan Boy Expo

After I went back to Goddess Brandy accepting her Terms and Conditions in April 2016 I served Goddess Brandy until July 2018. Goddess Brandy was in my life for nearly 5 years off and on for a pretty regular basis of my servitude towards Goddess Brandy. I served at Goddess Brandy’s Dominant Feet doing what I was told and buying her what she wanted for years (only receiving back the emotion of having the plus of being able to have the girl I thought I loved in my life) while during this time period I was completely eating out of the palm of Goddess Brandy’s hand and I was totally under Goddess Brandy’s thumb listening to her tell me I was who she would be with if things didn’t work out with Master Jordan but that did not happen!

Goddess Brandy during our time together regardless of our relationship status acted like she truly wanted me in her life. Why wouldn’t she want me in her life I spoiled her beyond my means. Goddess Brandy collared me with my Sagittarius Necklace. She also let me pick out the first pair of socks she was going to wear and give me back dirty and unwashed. She allowed me to choose the socks on our first date!

Goddess Brandy had a hold over my life for quite sometime. She kept her word about me being her slave and she would be my friend and do things with me until February 2018 (Almost 2 years) we went and saw Black Panther, and she told me that Master Jordan pitched a fit about her going to the movies with me. After that day Goddess Brandy quit keeping her promises, and I didn’t see her again until July 2018. Then a week after I saw her in July 2018 I got a better offer of being subservient towards a online Dominatrix on Twitter (who’s profile I lurked on for the longest) that’s right Queen Bing is that FinDomme I took a better offer with! Accepting this offer caused me to ignore and be done with Goddess Brandy (100% Forever) it was Queen Bing who broke the hold Goddess Brandy had over me and it was such a MAJOR hold over my life that Goddess Brandy had over me for so long! 

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Goddess Brandy also has inspired many characters across inside LT_Writing.

The LAST Dominant I served was Queen Bing. You can read how much Queen Bing inspired LT_Writing as my LTBoss if you haven’t already on the

Inspired By A Queen

webpage. That webpage truly spells out what mine and Queen Bing’s Relationship Really Was! I am seriously working LT_Writing by building up the LT_Writing Library by what I did for Queen Bing on a daily basis having her as my LTBoss as the above webpage lays out! I just got published Book 3 of the Wrestling Romance Trilogy Happily Ever After?? Like Queen Bing has demanded that I Finish The Wrestling Romance Trilogy BEFORE I Finish Anything Else!

Queen Bing was such a BIG PART of  LT_Writing and was a big part of LT_Writing for almost 3 years! Queen Bing was the centerpiece of LT_Writing and I made sure I busted my ass with LT_Writing for Queen Bing! So I could take LT_Writng to a higher level than it has ever been at before! It was all because of Queen Bing and wanting to make LT_Writing big in order to support Queen Bing as a way of payback. We had a healthy findom relationship which I do not mention on other webpages. She was not a user, and she was very understanding. Queen Bing didn’t ask for much. We have had disagreements as in any other relationship but we always seem to work thing out during the time frame she was in my life!

 My life was an overall nightmare with FemDom and FinDom in other FinDom and FemDom Relationships regarding past owners in my life! Nothing has ever been perfect in any of these relationships including with Queen Bing! Presently I attempting to make progress with dealing with a true addiction to being controlled, and dealing with urges of wanting to be controlled and wanting to be a slave and knowing that I am not perfect.

The Full Details can be found on…

Progress NOT Perfection

webpage!

I have had 3 serious Owners in my 37 years. Those owners were Goddess Lisa, Goddess Brandy, and Queen Bing.

I got passed these different scenarios in my life though, and I moved passed the hurt these different scenarios caused, and even though what all I mentioned is personal all these different relationships are mentioned in MORE DETAIL in my TELL-ALL Autobiography Borrowed Time: The Lee Lunsford Story so I feel NO EMBARRASSMENT with mentioning what I mentioned on this webpage when all these scenarios and situations are mentioned in far more detail in my autobiography.

Plus my decision to live the Alternative Lifestyle really is part of what turned me into The Rated R Novelist. Since I write about Female Domination and various parts of BDSM. Not to mention I write about Financial Domination. In fact the subject matter plays a big part inside the Simply Priceless Universe. Actually the subject matter plays a big part of a lot of my novels, and having experienced these experiences really has helped me!

I used all these different scenarios above inside LT_Writing and because of that fact I have been compared to Quentin  Tarantino. My former Assistant Manager at the movie theater I worked at for about 5 years where I wrote and edited Roadie in the theater’s box office told me mine and Quentin  Tarantino’s work has similar content, and my editor Kym LaFever told me I successfully created a HARD R Superhero Novel with Simply Priceless. Jeff a Simply Priceless FAN from the Comic Book Store told me that Simply Priceless was his dirty little secret! It thrilled me to death to hear the comments, and to have the support from various people in my life!